Sunday, January 10, 2010
la la la... half a year is gone and i'm back here... things are changing always but i am still standing at the same spot... things are happening too quickly that i do not know how to react... my feeling is also swaying as time goes by... i'm full of regret....
many things had been happening to me till i'm so tired right now... feel like falling on the ground and have a big cry... wondering what i have done wrong that the ending product wasn't wat i want...
firstly, relationship ended and there are many loose end that i need to keep... no one out there are able to help me and i believe if i tried my best and the loose end is still not kept, i have to give up on it... but why it would turn out like that...
secondly, my school work... there seems like things are not able to finish... when i have finished with one assignment, there is anoher one coming in... things seems never ending...
lastly, family are asking me not to befriend this not to befriend that... i know they are caring for me but i just wanna have the choice of my friends by myself... who i wanna be with who i wanna know, i wanna choose my own... if another truble out there, i'll learn and overcome by myself... i'm big enough to decide le...
Fire Love @10:47 PM;