EvErYtHiNg Is UnPrEdIcTaBlE...
Monday, July 28, 2008
haiz... long time nvr blog le... so lazy to on my com since the day i decided to leave my poly life... feel a bit lost when i step out of sp on 24/07/08.... my matrix card was taken back and i'm no more sp student anymore le... dunno why don bare to leave the school wor... maybe i started to have feelings for the school and my classmates ba... first thing when i step out of school, i call my friend and tell her i feel so weird....wonder if i go to private school, dunno whether i will get used to that a not... hope i will and keep on going... so that i could have a job related to it... but dunno why i kind of worry for myself.. maybe i am thinking too much ba...
Fire Love @11:55 AM;
Monday, July 7, 2008
Everything keep changing in my life.Do not know what happen to me also.Recently i kept having mood swing,keep having tiff with my parents.I'm so confused right now do not know should i quit my poly and go to private.Or should i continue with my poly.I guess I'll miss the time i have in poly if i have quited.Until now still do not know what to do with my life.My friend keep saying that I'm always so contradict, keep thinking this and thinking that about what i want.I think by now i should agree with what my friend had said.Why can't make a clear decision of what i want?? Sometimes i really hate myself about this kind of things.Why is it so hard for me to make a decision myself?? Am i born like this ? Or am i too lazy to use my brain to sot things out myself? Or am i running away from my studies. I suppose there will be people saying that i am running away from my studies. Personally, i think that i am running away from my studies , i just can't take the stress i am facing now.Maybe stress is an excuse to what other people might think. But for me, i really can't take it anymore. I also says give me one more term to trial again but i wonder for this term, whether i can go through smoothly a not. Things are always unpredictable and so unfair.
Fire Love @11:00 PM;