EvErYtHiNg Is UnPrEdIcTaBlE...
Thursday, June 26, 2008
today went back to sec school with edmund and see a lot of teachers... all are still very concern about our studies... teachers took special concern abou edmund's awards stuff.. haiz den i dunno wat to say le... i onli can sit quietly and dunno wat i can say.... (so boring... lol.... jkjk)when teachers start to ask me about my studies, i also dunno wat to say bcoz i just feel so stress about my studies... but in the end, i told them so-so...but deep in my heart, i wish to say i have the thoughts of giving up... lol...but dunno why i just don feel like saying that out...while waiting for edmund to call other teachers, i saw mr ong and he saw me... so he asked me over and asked me how was my studies... without me saying much, he like he is able to see wat i'm thinking... he says that i don suits this kind of course if he did not see me wrongly... he feels that i'm more people oriented as compared to technical studies... (somehow i agrees with wat he say) so he asked me whether i have the thought of dropping this course go change to another course which he thinks might suits me more... when he says about tourism and early childhood course,i suddenly got very hyper... he says he believe that his conclusion wasn't wrong... that was wat i prefer to study in the first place... is just that my i'm unable to hit the cut-off point... but no matter wat... i think i'll try one more term and see how... i don wish to retake my o levels so i presume that i might go into private school if i quit this course... But no matter wat, i'll try to like course as this is a course which i have choosen myself... i believe that if i wanna continue, i will really go pass the three years... the worst thing that i will be suffering that's all... should i just let it be and continue like that?? is it worthwhile after i graduate? ?this might not be the ending i wan but it might be the best solution... should i quit my studies?? i'm so confused now... haiz....
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